Know who you really are
We are all surrounded by fictional characters, persons who are the invention of filmmakers, promoters, and even self-inventors. The original meaning of the word “hypocrite” was “actor”, and it is ignorance of our true nature as children of God that keeps us living as fictional characters, unaware of our own true purpose, the one God has chosen for us. When we stop relying on our own goodness, and stop deluding ourselves into thinking we do not need God, we can cast our entire focus on discovering our true self.
It is an ignorance of our true nature that is the base cause of so many living as though they were actors on a stage, afraid of what they might see if they were honest about themselves. True self-awareness can only come when we are open to letting Christ into our lives, totally. Continuing to live comfortably behind the mask of self-delusion, we are content to live in a carnal world, where we think happiness has its base in partying, making money, having sex, eating and drinking, living in the best house, and “looking good”.
We become a Hollywood promoter, living behind the mask of our own invention, fearing we will be less interesting to others if we are outwardly religious. We fail to realize it is not enforced austerity and deprivation that is required, but a submission in love to Christ that brings us new found freedom to be true to ourselves. Our new path leads to unspeakable joy and enduring peace.
“Indeed, if we consider the unblushing promises of reward and the staggering nature of the rewards promised in the Gospels, it would seem that Our Lord finds our desires, not too strong, but too weak. We are half-hearted creatures, fooling about with drink and sex and ambition when infinite joy is offered us, like an ignorant child who wants to go on making mud pies in a slum because he cannot imagine what is meant by the offer of a holiday at the sea. We are far too easily pleased (C. S. Lewis).”
With love in Christ,
Abbot Tryphon
Photo: Together with my friend of thirty-five years, Brother Peter Ciolino, OFM, Cap. Brother Peter is the guardian (superior) of the Capuchin Friary in Burlingame, CA.
Prayer request: Please pray for the soul of John Jones, father of our Monk Nicodemus, who has fallen asleep in the Lord. May John’s memory be eternal. Our Father Nicodemus has flown into Kodiak, Alaska, for his father’s funeral, which takes place today.
Saturday August 25, 2018 / August 12, 2018
13th Week after Pentecost. Tone three.
Dormition (Theotokos) Fast. Food with Oil
Martyrs Anicetus and Photius (Photinus) of Nicomedia (305).
New Hieromartyrs Barlaam abbot of Belogor St. Nicholas monastery and brotherhood: hieromonks Sergius, Ilia, Viacheslav, Iosaph, John, Anoty, hierodeacons Mikhey, Bessarion, Mathew, Euphemia, monks Barnabas, Demetrius, Sabbas, Hermogenus, Arcadius, Euphemia, btothers John, Jacob, Peter, another Jacob, Alexander, Theodore, another Peter, Sergius, Alexis (1918).
New Hieromartyr Basil priest (1918).
New Hieromartyrs Leonidas, John and Nicholas priests (1937).
Hieromartyr Alexander, bishop of Comana (3rd c.).
Martyrs Pamphilus and Capito.
Venerable Pallamon of Egypt, instructor of St. Pachomius the Great.
St. Muredach (Murtagh), first bishop of Killala and founder of Innismurray (Ireland) (6th c.) (Celtic & British).
St. Molaise of Devenish (563) (Celtic & British).
St. Seigine, abbot of Iona (652) (Celtic & British).
Sts. Sergius and Stephen, monks (Greek).
Soldier-martyrs of Crete (Greek).
Monk-martyrs Gerontius, Serapion, Germanus, Bessarion, Michael, and Simeon of Garesja, slain by the Lekians (1851) (Georgia).
Translation of relics of St. Edwold, hermit of Cerne.
St. Jambert, archbishop of Canterbury (Celtic & British).
The Scripture Readings
1 Corinthians 2:6-9
Spiritual Wisdom
6 However, we speak wisdom among those who are mature, yet not the wisdom of this age, nor of the rulers of this age, who are coming to nothing. 7 But we speak the wisdom of God in a mystery, the hidden wisdom which God ordained before the ages for our glory, 8 which none of the rulers of this age knew; for had they known, they would not have crucified the Lord of glory.
9 But as it is written:
“Eye has not seen, nor ear heard,
Nor have entered into the heart of man
The things which God has prepared for those who love Him.”
Matthew 22:15-22
The Pharisees: Is It Lawful to Pay Taxes to Caesar?
15 Then the Pharisees went and plotted how they might entangle Him in His talk. 16 And they sent to Him their disciples with the Herodians, saying, “Teacher, we know that You are true, and teach the way of God in truth; nor do You care about anyone, for You do not regard the person of men. 17 Tell us, therefore, what do You think? Is it lawful to pay taxes to Caesar, or not?”
18 But Jesus perceived their wickedness, and said, “Why do you test Me, you hypocrites? 19 Show Me the tax money.”
So they brought Him a denarius.
20 And He said to them, “Whose image and inscription is this?”
21 They said to Him, “Caesar’s.”
And He said to them, “Render therefore to Caesar the things that are Caesar’s, and to God the things that are God’s.” 22 When they had heard these words, they marveled, and left Him and went their way.


Memory Eternal to the servant of God, John.
Greetings, Father,
My family and I were so sorry to miss you when we visited the monastery on Tuesday. Father Nicodemus told me then about his father and his upcoming trip to Kodiak. We will offer prayers to God for the repose of the soul of His servant, John, and for the comfort and consolation of his family.
Hoping to see you on another occasion. Greetings to all the brothers!
With love in Christ,
Mat. Betsy
I’m sorry I missed you, as well.
We don’t know ourselves and our higher possibilities because we imagine we already know ourselves. And if some nagging inner voice should try to hint at our true situation, we protect ourselves by being the actor/hypocrite. The narcissist pretends that everything he does is for someone else’s benefit. The womanizer and abuser casts himself as a champion of women (see the former attorney general of New York). As an Elder pointed out, those too lazy to work on themselves turn to politics, becoming Social Justice Warriors, more than happy to work on everybody else.
Father, we know there be very few people still alive to the idea that a man might work to become as a god. In the west, the very notion has disappeared from all but the Orthodox Church. And why should Man, as he is, bother with it all, when he already thinks himself a god?